Tuesday, June 18, 2013
DAILY PORTION--BECAUSE OF LOVE pt 2
Sharing my Faith and Trust, in order to help others...
Thoughts that have my attention as a mother of a special needs child.... as I do what I do for each day, making decisions, planning, buying, I have to stay aware of how will this affect MiniMe when I am not here. This is her home, and will be her entire life!
Got to get things repaired and upgraded so that it is easier for her to live here....
If we add on to our home will it be too much house for her, if we build an in ground pool will she know how to take care of it, if we..._____________... ?
Will this cause her problems, will she be able to navigate through, will she be able to understand by then... will she trust the wrong people to help her, the property taxes have to be paid, the repairs and upkeep have to be done, what will happen if....?
Because she is still developing in places that are still delayed there are So many questions that run through my mind....She is "clicking" as we call it, and we have Complete Faith and Trust in God IJN, But we want to make sure that WE Do All that we are able to do to make things as simple for her as possible, when we are not here.
So many things to consider for later, no matter what I have to do now. So many things that we have no control over and Have to Trust God that His plan is always the best for us.
WE Thank God IJN for helping her develop what is delayed that will benefit her as she grows up, And for revealing to us her gifts, abilities --her God given purposes to accomplish in her life....for guiding me and Doc in our rolls as her parents, for
being our Help all day every day!
Mulling over ways to set up an acct to pay the monthly bills, who will get her meds, how will she get food into the house, how will she get to her doc visits, ....etc...
All of these and more run through my mind, and if I focus too hard on them, they will drive me CRAZY with worry and doubts will slither in and cause me to step off this path that I am on....
Which is why through Jesus' resurrection I, me and my family have His complete Power and we live within in it all day every day.
I have NO Choice But to Trust God, I Have to Lean on Jesus, He did not give me His wonderful daughter for naught!
You wanna know why I Love my Lord as I do.... ask me about Him and pull up a chair and I'll tell you all about the Divine Love of my Lord and why I depend on Him completely!
He saved me from myself! I have STRONG, WIDE, and DEEP Growing Faith and Trust in my Lord, I have to!
I have to take one day at a time, I have to stay in today, I have to, other wise, I will be no good to anyone and I won't hear His loving voice guiding me to do what needs to be done for my family=natural and spiritual ones!
All of these issues, problems, concerns are Shallow Waters, no matter what issue pops up, $, health, etc... they are All Shallow Water compared to the Fullness, the Greatness, and the LOVE of God in the name of Jesus!
If you allow your issues, problems, troubles, lack etc... to be Larger than God, then you will drown in shallow waters.
# I Will Not Drown In Shallow Waters, not with the Love of Jesus in me and surrounding me and His spirit leading me for each day.
On feet of Faith & Peace Resting In His Peace & Faithfulness,
One Day At A Time By Radical Faith.
Isaiah 50:4 / Isaiah 52 / Jer 20:9-13 /Joshua 1:9 / Luke 6:38
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